Been building for two years. Two months in production and around 10 customer so far. App is complex but still too much vibe coded noise and converting need b2b visits to stores which requires fucking investment(base salary/commission/gas). Three years since layoff. First app(built in same year i was laid off makes 1800) new is around 1k with all trials and wisles. Around 50k in debt to cards and family. Zero apr cards coming to an end in 12 months as well. Retire to Colombia or continue the hustle? I am tired boss i am tired.. fucking app took 2 months in prod to become stable. My mustache got some whites this morning. What is the point of all of this? Fuck
I couldn't even cancel my chatgpt pro20x on time to jump in to opus 5.5 wagon. Tell me boss tell me
Wife gave me time to chase this madness till end of the 27 but i am mentally exhausted.
Note: when i was trying to convince potential clients i noticed how computer illiterate they were while generating crazy amounts of money which made me doubt my SAAS journey and made me consider becoming their fucking competitor and use my tech leverage.. look all i am sayings this is a fucking consumer economy and if AI is fucking us devs in the ass maybe it is time we do the business ourselves instead trying to make this SAAS dream happen. Maybe this is the post AI mentality we should have going forward i do not fucking know. All i am saying not all of us want to be FANG whatever slave and we still need to make money somehow